Responsibility; keep it and believe it

Hi, my name is Lisa. I'm one of the scholarship students in Cita Hati Senior High School. From this post, I would like to share something with you. Responsibility is just a word, but has a great meaning. We all have our own responsibility, even if we're still a child. Parents responsible to take care of their children, children responsible to study and do the best, teachers responsible to teach clearly, and else. Responsibility is a trust that people give to you because they know that you can if you want to try and hold it in your heart. Responsibility will always come to a big result and everyone who is responsible deserves it. But the fact is, it is really hard to keep our own responsibility. When we grow older, the responsible that we must take is growing also. Sometimes we all have problems in maintaining responsibility. We haven't finished our first responsibility, but another already waits. Or sometimes we underestimate our responsibility and when it's time to bring back what you've done, you will find nothing and you will regret it. You must know that we cannot run from trust, responsible and obligation. We cannot hide from it. We just can face it
and do it.


This scholarship is one of my responsibilities. To keep this trust, I try to do my best and improve my skills and my talents. I have joined some competitions and it helps me a lot. In 2010, the competitions that I joined weren't as much as the year before. I already fell down for many times; I didn't win many competitions, sometimes my voice was loose control and shaking, my mind was blank. And it had made me unconfident and upset. I always thought that the other participants were always better than me, so I will never get the winning place. I always thought that even though I did my very best, I will never replace their place. I thought that it was all useless and meaningless. Now, I know that I was wrong. It isn't all about winning, but the spirit to stand up and face what is coming next. There's no time to be upset, regret and sit. Life can be very not easy, but we must struggle and believe that you can go through it. I know I was fall once, but I will never do the same. I don't want to disappoint others anymore. I must stand up and get through from it. I must build my confident again. I believe that 2011 will be an amazing year. I believe that I can. I will practice harder, more focus and be diligent. I just need your trust and I will show you how great I will be.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance - take it; if it changes your life - let it. Nobody said that it would be easy. They just promised it would be worth it. "